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stellagoh- May 22nd, 2:52
heyhey!
Yep. It's Tuesday, 22 May 2012, 2.24am right now (from what I'm seeing right now on my laptop screen). This week is a really meaningful and memorable week for almost all poly graduates, 'cos this week's our graduation week. It applies for all polytechnics in Singapore, SP, NP, TP, NYP and RP. My FaceBook timeline was flooded with all the pictures and heartfelt thoughts of all my fellow friends who had their graduation ceremonies held on Monday. All the beautiful pictures taken, the notes and gifts given to each other on the very last day of their poly life, they are just so memorable. I believe none of them will ever forget each other yeah? Well, I know I won't forget my class and all my friends I have made within these three years.
Okays. To start off, well, it feels like Week0 orientation camp just happened yesterday! I still remember going to TP, walking to the level 3 concourse to register with that letter received, knew that my form class would be C239 for the whole of 3 years, walking into LT3 and the first friend I've made was Eka (yeah, you did't see wrongly. It's her. -.-). Then Sarah, Alicia, Liyana, Desmond and Thomas came to introduce themselves to us. The next friend I've made was Hajra, then Joella, Fiona, then the guys. Played stupid games and ice-breaking games as well. Our carepersons were introduced to us one by one, as well as our course manager, Ms Cheng.
- C238 Mr Gavin
- C239 Ms Sherlyn
- C240 Ms Sarah?
- C241 I-Don't-Know-Who
- C242 I-Don't-Know-Who-Too
3 days worth of camp, it was filled with fun, joy and laughter. And our lost sheep, Jinq Yi was back and Jackie went back to C238 'cos Thomas or whoever got their form class wrong. HAHAHAHA!
First day of school, we got to know two more people, Yue Rong and Michelle. They didn't go for the orientation camp 'cos YR has serious skin problem and Michelle, I guess she just didn't want to attend. Everything started from then.
Of course! We changed our careperson after year 2.1 cos Ms Sherlyn was pregnant and she wants to focus on her children, and coincidentally her contract ended at the same time as well.
Well, our CP changed and it was Mr Gavin as he became our asst careperson. He was great! I really love him and yeah, I just love him so much. HAHA! AND HE LEFT US TOO! 'Cos of the same reason, his contract ended and he chose to get a change in his career path (mainly is because of TP shit la. -.- ).
Then it was Mr Dennis (PUI PUI PUI!). Seriously, the whole cohort just simply hated him to the core. He just sucks and totally gay 'cos he only paid attention to guys!!!! EWWW~~ Of course, there are bootlickers like E**, H****, J*****, k****** etc etc etc. They also complained about him but still said "We should try to give in and listen to him". Fuck this la hor! -.- Okays enough of those idiots.
OOOOOHHHHHHH!!! HERE COMES THE GOOD NEWS!!! THAT WHITE FAGGOT WAS GONE AND MR ERIC BECAME OUR NEW CAREPERSON!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! XD Mr Eric is really very nice to us and he doesn't treat us like students. He treats us more like his friends. Everybody can really clique damn well with him. Not just our class! Everybody from FBI loves him. He's patient, funny and kinda childish sometimes. But he is really good and clever guy. Whoever marries him is really lucky! ^.^
Yeap. Good times don't last too long yeah. Internship & major projects started. For me, it was SIP first. HSBC days... *YAWNS* And major project. Kinda feel bad for kicking Michelle out, but it's over now. Teehee~ Then holidays after our presentation on 16 January 2012. O.O!!!
Ever since the holidays started, our class didn't mingle around much. Everybody was busy with work, work and more work. SIAN! >.< Other than work, guys received their enlistment letters, while girls prepared for their future paths. I registered for SIM-RMIT Bachelor for Business (Marketing) Full-time course, and YAY! I RECEIVED THE LETTER TODAY! HAHAHAHAHHA! CONGRATS TO ME!!! ;D Just hope that things will work out the way I imagined it to be. :/
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On a more serious note, FBI's graduation ceremony is on this coming Thursday, 24 May 2012. Just hope things will go on smoothly. (: aww~ I'm having mixed feelings for it.
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- stellagoh
- May 15th, 0:51
sometimes I just wonder how many real friends are there? -.- none I guess.
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- stellagoh
- May 9th, 21:58
hey hey! :D quitted sph for almost two weeks and life's been great. FOR SURE OF COS! BWAHAHAHA!! but I've been slacking for these two weeks, except last thursday& friday, and my sunday. :/ went to help out at robinsons centre point. haha got to know 3 more aunties from Picard, jasmine, boonkeng & leachoo. they are jokers la seriously. >.<
both jasmine & bk hate lc, but they gave in to her cos she's been working as a part timer for Picard for 6years. but seems that lc doesn't treat them like full timers. she just wants to do all those full timers' job and claim the credits from Kelly. hahaha wtf. and she kept on boasting that she is good at selling the latest deer range bags. I told ivy& mary about it and they couldn't stop laughing as well. and yea! LC LIKES TO TALK TO BK LIKE SHE'S THE BOSS LEH! kns so no manners sia. tsktsktsk. wonder why the two full timers still want to keep her. -.-" and lc told me that she heard from people that she stole customers from rc to cp. which is quite true cos she introduced herself as "hi I'm lc from cp". hmm? and it's not heard by ivy or mary. it's by purple and kym. BUSTED BITCH! stop boasting around in front of me. if you're really that good then you don't have to snatch my customer away and claimed that it's you're customer. my $239~ T.T
just texted Kelly & gmp Roger that I'm available from now to July. wanna ask for job lobangs. hahaha. sick of rotting at home alrdy. >< tmr I'll be at metro paragon!!! LALALALA~
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------------------ ohya. updates for Monday and Tuesday. how can I forget abt it...? -.-"
Monday (7/5/12)
woke up damn early just to meet my lovey for breakfast, since he'll be flying off to Taiwan later that night. spent the whole morning with him since he won't be here with me for 9days. :( then went to meet Joanne & gang at marina barrage. was supposed to fly kite or whatsoever, but it started to rain so when I reached there, they said go play LAN at peace centre. -.-" I should just meet them there right? waste my transport fee. then went for dinner at liang court there. hahaha. pizza & oreo cheesecake!! <3 then went to the Cathay to watch THE AVENGERS!!! WOOTS~ like a cool ah! I love hulk pls. he's so damn cute. ^.^ then cab home with Joanne and ggh. whatsapped lovey when the movie ended, all the way until he board the plane and the air stewardess asked him to off his phone. :( so sadddd. I'm missing him now. and I wept to sleep lor. T.TTuesday (8/5/12)
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO MY LAOPO JOANNE!! ^.^
went for my 推拿 session at serangoon with my parents. but only my mom and I went for it. hahaa damn funny! my mom was screaming like a chicken when the master was helping her to press her bones and stuff. I laughed until I pengsan. then it was my turn. woots~ it's damn shiok pls. I wonder why my mom screamed until like that. HAHAHAHAHA!! went to buy highlighters for my bro then bus back home to change and meet Joanne & Marcus for dinner at hg green. ^.^ we had cereal prawns, sambal kangkong, salted egg chicken & tieban beancurd. haha. like a nice only. Joanne treated this meal. :) then we both went to Clarke quay for GMAX reverse bungee! ITS AWESOME PLS!!! then went to Harry's for a drink and back home. hahaha. what a happening day. ^.^Wednesday (9/5/12)
today is so damn boring. I literally slept the whole day. hais. nvm accumulate some sleep since I've not been sleeping well these two days. cos I'm missing my lovey.Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
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- stellagoh
- April 16th, 9:15
everything's going well I guess. and I'll be quitting soon. went to the doctors two weeks back and had an xray done for my back bone. woots~ it's slanted towards the right! no wonder I keep on having backaches since year2? hahaha. well, and I started having cramps on both my shoulders and neck. seriously! what's w me and sitting down for too long?! and when I go for work on Sunday's I feel nothing and my back is completely fine! grr. I guess I can only stay in retails line. :/
have registered for the graduation too. haha. just hope things work itself out. :)
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- stellagoh
- March 19th, 21:08
life's been good. I guess. well, people come and people go. nobody stays forever. I always believe in this. but somehow people tend to contradict ourselves. how I wish I have someone with me right now. whom I can rest my head on his shoulders. play with his hands. laughing at each other cos we just simply understand each other's minds. but that guy hasn't appeared yet. I'm still waiting for him. before he appears, I'm not going to believe in "love". "oh c'mon!" I bet people will say that to me. but haven't you guys thought of this? if you were to draw a line between you and others, even when they were to leave you, you wouldn't feel so hurtful? yes, memories stay and they are the most wonderful things on earth, cos they made you what you are. but no! memories are filled with laughters and tears. somehow I'm more focused on the "tears". maybe that's why I tend to push people away.
I don't like to be the shadow of another person. oh yeah. who does? but maybe by being a shadow of others makes you look even better and more worth it. however, there's a limit to it. I still tend to push people away from me. to be honest, I even push myself away from my family members. cos all the insecurities are haunting me. I hate it when I hear from my mom that her illness got worsened. and now, she even told me about my dad's conditions. I know people won't stay by your side forever. even your own family. in order for me not to feel so sad, I act as though it doesn't affect me. I act as though it's meant to be as it's one of the stages of life that everybody has to go through. no one understands it. I am so dreadful of that day to come. I can't imagine any day without my family being with me. I might be impolite with them but deep down, we all know that we love each other deeply. and I guess this is one of the major reasons of why I don't wanna plan for my future. in my point of view, I want my family and loved ones to be there with me to see my success. but now I know about my parents' conditions, I couldn't think of anything. I don't want to bother about my future anymore. cos if they are not going to be there for me, I think I wouldn't want to live for long either. I don't see the point of living as I have no one to share my joy with. I will be alone. yeah yeah. I know people come to this earth alone and of course we will leave this world alone too. we are all forever alone freaks. but living alone, that's the only thing that freaks me out. I hate to be alone. I don't want to be alone. I want to be surrounded by my loved ones. but who will be there for me? who will guarantee that they wouldn't leave me behind and walk away to lead their own lives? I don't want to be so dependent on others! I want to be independent as well. but I just couldn't do it. being alone, it's scary.
to show the others that I can cope everything, I have to wear a mask in front of everybody. or I should say, I have never ever taken it off for once. ever since I know what this society is about and what people would do just to get what they want, I gave up hope. I tried to go to church for a few times. they told me that God will always be there for me. but other than God's love, I want to be greedy. I want to be loved by everybody. ok not everybody.. but people I know. but I don't know why, this action will make me look weak. I don't want to be weak. that's why I refuse to believe in love and relationships. contradicting yeah? I know. :(
life has to go on. just hope I won't die out.
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- stellagoh
- December 8th, 2011
ok. broke up with that guy like.. almost two months ago? yeap. and life has been great. like seriously, i just have to do whatever things i like and don't have to bother about anyone else but myself. that's why life was great before we got together. HAHAHA! oops!
major project has started. yes. the very last project in my entire poly life. time seems to pass really fast. freshmen orientation camp for our cohort was like yesterday. ok. i admit that i'm old. SO WHAT?! I'M ONLY 19+! going to be 20 in another 6weeks. ohmytian. shall not think about it. back to the topic. yes! last project. shall do my best for it. but, say only la. "you xin wu li". i really cannot concentrate on one thing. i don't know why. the only time i really will work is when i'm really working. only get the type of satisfaction that i wanted so much, when i'm working. guess i'm only good at retails? :/
well, life is getting boring after awhile. need to get some fun, or maybe, just get drunk and lay dead for the whole night. so nothing will come into my teenee tiny brain.
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- stellagoh
- November 1st, 2011
it seems like making me pissed off is what you really like to do? please. everybody has their own patience limit. i've told you that i will try, but that doesn't mean you have the right to keep forcing me to give in to you. you don't have a life but i do have mine! you don't mix around with your friends then that's your problem! your world does not revolve around me! neither do mine. don't expect me to be there for you as and when you like! from the very beginning i have told you that i wanted an OPEN relationship. if you can't accept it then that's not my problem! stop being so clingy to me! i hate this! grrr....
i know i'm not a good girlfriend. i expect you to be the perfect boyfriend when i'm not. but who ask you to like me? who ask you to choose me in the first place? though you've told me before that you treat me as your girlfriend, i still feel that i'm just a fucking substitute of her. stop mentioning about her in front of me. i'm not her live telecast, not for you to ask me about her. okay! even if you said you will change for me, but so what? the scars are there! there's no way you can remove those scars away from my heart. if she matters so much to you, go find her.
okay. i know you have changed, in both good and bad ways. good way is, you started to take the initiative to text and call me. bad way is, stop being so clingy. it's damn disgusting! NOT AS IF YOU DONT HAVE FRIENDS RIGHT? GO MEET UP WITH THEM! DONT CLING ON TO ME! -.-
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- stellagoh
- February 20th, 2011
this coming week is gonna be a torture to everyone in the cohort.
Monday - cmsk meeting
Tuesday - ppm submission and presentation
Wednesday - dsp lab test & bis lab test
Thursday - mug for dsp test
Friday - dsp testfollowing week..
Tuesday - bis written test
Wednesday - dsp lab testhate this life
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- stellagoh
- February 20th, 2011
went for 2 concerts previously, which were Kpop night concert and SS3. wasn't really over it.. like it all just happened yesterday.. >.< I want super junior to come back to singapore! or sjm also can la. ^.^v
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